I started hormones yesterday, which meant for about the last.. 27 hours I have had female hormones running through my veins. I knew all about the timeline for the changes to start happening, but of course my brain chose to ignore all reason and expect things to happen now now now. Unfortunately, it doesn’t work that way.
But I was curious about some things. Specifically, sex. Being on testosterone suppressants and estrogen causes a decreased libido, the testicles to shrink, infertility, and erectile dysfunction. Sounds appealing, doesn’t it? I know I had only been on the drugs for a little over a day, but I was interested to see if I was already being affected. I may not be a penis fan, but I was definitely a supporter of the orgasm.
I decided the best way to determine the answer was the hands-on approach. I hit my usual material and was able to be quickly aroused, so that part passed with some relief. However, after what seemed like several minutes, my body wasn’t any closer to the euphoria I was trying to achieve. Like not at all. Nothing.
Now I’m not saying the hormones are the reason for this. It very well could be my psychological state and being anxious about the result. I was unable to achieve orgasm by the conventional means, and had to resort to anal stimulation to get there. I’m curious to see what happens as the pages turn forward. Sigh.. oh dear. Guess I will be doing more research!